I've recently realized a lot of things. Maybe this is just 3am rambling, but I don't give a shit, as Patrick says.

Here they are:

Everything happens for a reason. I believe it shapes you into the person you are. I know that if I hadn't gone through all the shit I've gone through I wouldn't be nearly as strong as I am today.

People aren't always as they seem.

Some people deserve to be treated WAY better than they are/were.

I'm trying to get something through to someone that I can't get through. I will always be there for that person, and I will never, ever, EVER hurt them, but they don't get it. I think they're afraid of getting hurt.

I have more faith than I previously thought.

Shit, I'm really liberal.

I'm completely head over heels in love. More than I've ever been and more than I ever thought I could be.

I sometimes cry for no reason.
Or I cry just thinking about the previous statement. (not the no reason part, the part above it)

You have to live in the moment. Enjoy your time with people.
You shouldn't live so much in the future, yeah, it's good to have plans.

I shouldn't rush everything.

I have an amazing family who will always always always be there for me.

Same goes for friends.

I'm insecure about my relationships, surprisingly. Maybe I'm afraid of getting hurt.

Love.
A lot.